Screw dreams

Okay there's so much thing going through my mind right now. I just don't know how to do about it. To keep quiet? What and how? Why do i have to? The urge to kill dreams are rare enough. What do i have to do to keep this all nuisance a quiet thing? I can't, obviously because it's all impossible. Tell me the truth, but when you do, i'd rather listen to lies.