Yeah I'm weak

I don't want a broken heart. But i insist of making my own heart shattered. Yeah it hurts, to cry everyday without having anyone to calm you down. To tell you to stop, to tell you to smile and fight. All of that needs a tough heart. But me? I'm confused myself. All of this trouble comes from itself. Not me doing it. Everyone is happy. I faked my happiness. I faked making happy faces seeing you and her happy together. How you thought i feel? You just pretended i wasn't there! I was there! To witness the whole thing. You and your new girl, how sweet. You laughed and smiled. While me suffering, my mouth froze, unable to speak. Hot tears flooded my eyes. Do you know that? You do, then you act like you don't. Funny is it? I don't care people watching me cry, they saw the ugly truth, he was the one who left me. Yeah i'm weak.