Thick haze

I'm getting dizzy and i kept getting angry with myself, i just kind of getting frustrated with all these things around me. It's like i'm covered in thick haze, thick grey haze that blocked my view to be okay. It's like now, i'm buried down in me, that i quite changed. Changed to a whole new me. I never asked for a new me but time must've heard it wrong, so time flew, and changed me. I'm scared of being on my own, so alone, i'm scared being scarred everytime mistakes flies over me.