Second pain

Try to tell me where had i gone wrong, maybe my steps are too wrong for you. Or maybe i just don't get along with you. We fought till we brokeup. Your words still lingers in my head. Too hurtful, too meaningless, too afraid, too deep, too wrong. This will be the second pain to try to get over you. & when i do, i will stop myself from trying to love someone. I'm the type who's too hard to love someone, and too hard to forget and get over someone. That's my problem. Nina is such a jerk, that's me! Why i'm telling you this. About my life, yeah. Just to tell you that my smile is just for me to feel good, but inside, really, i'm falling apart. Falling deep, falling with tears. That is why.