Judge yourself

You think i'm somekind of a dummy for you to play with, but actually i'm a killer barbie. To kill your lies, but why don't you kill me? I'm so afraid of losing you and yet so afraid of crying. To just live in this world with perfect life, but i'm not, i'm going under a real hard time. Don't try to judge me because you never lived my life and you've never been in my life, just get that. Okay i know.