Clear start

Since i realized how much minutes are wasted on my regretful tears, i think i should have a clear start. I mean, new chapter of my lifebook. Hope so. If my new head start isn't going on well, then i have to start crying again, like i used to! Oh why and whyy whyyyy my life is being unfair, always on the sad side, never is on my happy side. Grrr, i could just slap myself hard but i love my cheek so i couldn't do that kind of sabotage to my cheek. My cheek always drown in my tears, so i'm quite pity of my cheek and i wanna have a clear start. Whatever, is this about me or my cheek? Never thought so.